its been quite a few days i din blog dy...so busy and lot of things happened..gosh...whole week jz busy wit assignments,preparation for midterm,all and all..it's real tiring... BUT,1 fun thing is that yesterday we rent a car to go out,and of coz,i was d driver ehhehehe...kinda excited and 3 of us jz go out buy stuffs ,ate our favorite frozen yogurt(tutti frutty) and talk and laugh like mad in car coz it was d 1st time i drive in kk,haha..come back ard 5 sth,thrs stil 30 minutes left b4 i return d car,so we went to our uni beach for the very 1st time..took a lot of pics and 3 of us shout like mad thr felt so satisfied after doing all those crazy things...yesterday was really a happy day 4 d 3 of us..that it washed away all my unhappy things which kept me kinda unhappy all this while...hoping 4 d nx time to come..:) although life here is tough,bt owez wen i come to think of it,wen thr are unhappy moments,thr are owez good frens ard me all the time,tis is d thing tat im most happy with ever since i enter uni,thats y,frens are so important for me..thx frens...we have 4 more yrs to spend time 2gether,happy+unhappy moments,it will all turn into tears and joy d day wen we graduate 2gether..:)

went to manukan yesterday and it was real fun...very very nice place and we played banana boat and snorkeling...and of coz..doreen and ru yi were wit me too.. enjoyable..took a lot pics...we shouted,we laughed ,all and all..it's real good spending time wit good frens at beach..good memory..we all got sunburn aftertat...so painful and i found a lot of wounds on my leg...thx to the fishes and also d stone in d sea..was totally happy although tired...too bad christina din join..if nt it will be more fun..hope to visit manukan island again soon..bt d nx time,not wit buddhist club anymore,it's with my own frens..heehee it will surely gonna be so damn fun...dreaming..haha...

i can no longer sustain anymore....realy feel so tired....feel like dying so much...pressures..from lecturers..exams...assignments....useless irresponsible lecturer...i realy hate all of them so much...y avtin cm 2gether at jz 1 time???we are also human...we need some rest...

so,is tis call uni life?y is av1 telling me that it is very fun bt i cant feel even a little of joy in uni life?everyday so pack..full with assignments and tasks...stupid lecturer..and all...are these that make a uni life interesting?gosh several times i feel like giving up...i feel like killing myself so badly...i cant breath..i feel so hard to breath properly wen i face problems...bt thr is no1 that i can really rely on...d only thing that comforts me d most are friends beside me..am real glad to have frens like them...getting along well with frens is my only source of joy here...we complain 2gether we emo 2gether we laugh crazily 2gether most of the time we are 2gether...love ya all my precious frens :)

it's been few days i din update my blog due to broadband prob.damn dis stupid line here..av1's broadband had been terminated wad the hell..so stress...a lot of tasks to do and it's all on literature which is so hard to define ..spent d ho day in library jz to find all those info...realy so damn tired..stil tot that 2day hav no class can rest bt have to stuck in d library also..gosh hectic life...tiring...suddenly feel like going home so much...i miss my bed i miss my car i miss my frens i miss everything in sarawak gosh...all and all...received a phone call from my little sis...1st time see her asking me to go back wen she's back...lol...haha she misses me much?haha funny little gal...actualy i kinda miss it wen we go out 2gether wen we laugh together wen we quarel last time b4 she left to kl...lol..it's always like tis,wen smbody is near to u,u wont feel it tat much bt wen she's away u will kinda miss d moment wen both of us used to spent 2gether...life,is cruel...bt sometimes,it's fun..